Letter to Wendy

I stayed in the past

and was afraid of painful changes. I used every excuse to blame other events as the cause of my pain, but it was merely me holding on to the memories and trauma that kept the cycle going.

 Now, after meditation, prayer, and communion with others living in the Spirit, I can move on with peace and acceptance. I do not have the pain and grief that I used to carry around, and I do not fear my future.

 It is pretty difficult to accept at first, but I wanted a lot of time and hurt many people, especially the ones I love and those that love me.

 My future is secure in Jesus. I think it is the best news for us, including those that still have not come to believe.

 I hope that you can use your spiritual guide. To keep your mind healthy, pray for today’s problems, as they are opportunities for growth. Sincerely in Christ. August 19, 2005, “the husband of my youth wrote this letter to me.” This is your letter in spirit to me. In Spirit, where we belong to give the World, a piece of You and Me, finally coming together, in peace, and love of Christ Jesus, our Savior and Lord from God through Jesus Christ to Us, with love. Wendy Yvette Greenwell.

WRITING IN THE DARK                               

Jesus, forgive my sins; let me stay steadfast in your calling. Keep me from saying anything else to my ex-husband about us. There is no us, and I would rather not be hurt in any way with that decision. Oh, Lord. Help us. I sent it out. The only thing I could do. I am desperate, and you wanted me to do something giant, and I did. I Love You Jesus Christ; kisses to heaven. March 10, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell.